A few weeks ago I kinda decided I was just gonna jump off the deep end and do what I want when I want without restrictions. This sounds kinda crazy but "ha whatta you gonna do", for a while I have been playing it cool and not really pursuing all those naughty things I wanna do. First on my agenda is men, yes men. I really have been taking it easy and not looking or putting in any real effort to meet someone. Hell even sex have been on the back burner and for me that is pretty dam hard. Not saying I'm some kind of nympho but by all means I like it when and how I want. I think I wasn't putting in any real effort because honestly I have such a busy schedule between school/work/kids I didn't think there was any room left. So I have decided to make room and squeeze in the opposite sex.
Last week I made a connection with Tate and old boyfriend from college, we hung out last week and this past weekend. He goes paintball every weekend and insist that I go, honestly I don't want to go. I have been in the past (took the father paintball for a fathers day gift) and that was enough. I asked a girlfriend if she would go but I seriously don't want to go, sheesh! He's just out of a relationship 2 months ago, he told me he wished he hadn't taken our relationship for granted even though we where young. He thinks I'm the wife type, I'm a cool person easy on the eyes and have a great personality as long as I "direct my vagina in one direction, I'm the wife type" his words not mine. So romantic and honest, so I had a good laugh at that!
I also met another guy(a cop, no not that one another one) and he is typical guy that I usually end up with. Not saying that in a bad way but for whatever reason he swears that I am the one and that we will be in a great relationship soon. He even had it planned out that we(me+kids) will move in to his home since he owns it after we get married. I usually end up with the provider protector kind of guy, which is great but right now I kinda want to play around some. Not to say if things go well I wouldn't embrace a good relationship but sheesh he already has us married. He is nice and nice on the eyes as well so I guess there isn't much to complain about there.
Also the Russian guy that I went out with maybe a year a go emailed me. He is also a nice guy with this adorable accent who says he too is tired of being single and wants to put in real effort for us to get to know each other again and see where it goes. We went out a few times, maybe a year ago but at that time I really didn't want to meet someone so I was acting like a flake not returning calls/text messages. He is a nurse at Temple University hospital and has a 16y/o son who live in Russia. So I guess he emailed me at the right time, we are hanging out Tuesday.
Well, well, well. Look at you.
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